Christmas Eve Blahs

I’m not sure I’ve ever not cared for something so much as this Christmas. I just do. not. care. I feel like the Grinch.
 
It feels like trying to impress people we don’t care enough about to take the time to really love and care about. So we get this crap to take up more space in their lives. No thanks.
 
Buying gifts for people seems so meaningless and trivial. The more I try to figure out what to buy people so I don’t look stupid not giving them something I realize that the only gift worth giving anyone is myself. My time, my SELF. I have nothing else worth giving.
 
Sometimes I think I don’t know how to do this. But I actually do. Listening and hugging and not giving those bible verse answers. That’s all it is. Just loving people.
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About Michelle

I'm Michelle. I'm an extrovert city girl who grew up in the beautiful farm country of the East Coast and moved to Houston Texas 6 years ago. Stepping out, being known and letting myself be seen are some of the scariest and most frightening things I’ve done and that's what my blog is about. View all posts by Michelle

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