This is the only way I can describe the last month.
Strength Let Go
I feel the weakness deep inside me
My strength let go in tears and pain
Feeling raw, my self bleeds open
My naked self poured out in shame.
Cover me, please God, this pain…
I cannot hide – my heart feels broken.
This pain to deep for spoken words
But the only thing to do is feel it.
The strength I hid behind is gone
Not by force, but Grace, was taken
My soul stands up in celebration
Hopes loud echo calls me forth
From this place of empty being
I face the shadows of my past
The fears and longings – shame comes calling
Terror presses my hearts thick coating
Choosing to believe – my past is not my enemy
My self still yells it’s cry for power
And yet the gifts I see around me
His love is filling my whole being
I found my heart is bursting open
Not ashamed to feel it’s pain
Not afraid to speak my freedom
Feeling life explode within me.